feelings~


actually for last night,,
say i not sad is lying one.
say i'm ok to xiao long is also lying one.
on sunday i already noe the answer,,
seeing u on the bus waving happily to me,,
i felt more like crying instead.
knowing that u guys had added alot of effort to it,,
knowing its another chance for u guys to get in again.
BUT still,, i think u guys know the answer yourself didn't you?
putting a smile on your face eventhough u guys are sad.
didn't want to see anyone of us cry,,
i felt really terrible for that.
seeing ure eyes in water too,,
but u holded it back.
didn't want to stay back to wait cuz i'm afraid something might happen,,
but still i can't help but ask my friends to contact me when they see u.
talked to u,, felt better but still upset.
dono when will i be seeing you the next time,,
dono when will i be seeing you coming online again to even chit-chat with me,,
although u promise to reply n even come n see if i had improve,,
but that doesn't means i will get to see u online again.
most of the time seeing u online is like mid-night lah,,
i should be sleeping liao. haha.
BUT its going to holiday soon! haha...
damn,, i'm missing u alot lah. =x
okiies IRIS STOP IT! ppl is bz okiies =x


was sleeping in sch today while teacher showing us that movie,,
its really BORING n i dono wad izzit trying to say.
so i choose to sleep,,
anyway i was really tired so i SLEEP!
after 1 hr,, 2 lessons over n i'm like REALLY sleeping lah. -_-"
so i wasn't really in the mood to even start lessons now!
after my chinese lesson,,
it is computer lesson.
suppose to love computer lessons the most BUT i was really too tired to even listen to wad the teacher is saying. n they keep repeating the same thing n soon,,
the whole class started to make alot of noise.
LOL! wad rubbish~
n now i'm writing this post with a very blur mind,,
so if u read n don't understand wad i'm toking,,
please mind me. cuz i'm really blur now.
after comp class,,
its MATHS!!! bored~
my head wasn't moving so i stare in space,,
but still i did my work lah.
n its recess,, when to eat n came back to class.
TEACHER NV COME! so i went back to SLEEP.
than... ahhh~ sp sleepy,,
was sms-ing joelle n steph,,
abt yesterday's results show.
our ending is saying,, ITS A WASTE OF TIME!
argh~ anyway,, i don't wanna tok abt it anymore.
n i was like staring at my phone display picture which is YOUR face lah,,
n my friend was like.. OIE IRIS,, u depression ah?!
keep staring at his face for wad?! -_-"
aya,, i dono lahx.. i'm like staring in space lor.
i also dono wad i'm doing n juz keep looking at his FACE lor!
ahhh~ =x LOL.
than sch ends,,
i walked to the interchange by myself.
i find myself very lonely always,,
when all my friends get attach,,
i'm always left alone n only my MP3's songs are accompanying me all the way.
seriously,, everytime only music is accompanying me,,
they are my best buddies!
thats why i choose music more haha. (=
i'm also lonely at home.
ahh~ lonely like shit~
WHY~ =x haisx. sad lah....
anyway,, my music is accompaning me now.
soon i'll be practicing my song to prepare the competition next week.


argh~ my knee hurts again lahx.
wth! should be all the superband's recordings,,
all the standings an stuff makes my knee hurt more!
wad am i suppose to do with that man.
its nv going to heal n back to normal.
sad,, i wan my VOLLEYBALL TRAININGS BACK!
i'm like missing everything now.
okiies,, enough of missing this!
COME ONLINE MR LONG~


*RIS