flashed back memories~


memories of many many things flash back,,
it have been days,, my brain keep flashing things back.
good,, bad,, fun times n many many more!
gosh! now than i noe i had so much memories with SO many ppl.
there is kindergarden friend - michelle,,
primary sch friends - zihan,, michelle,, melody,, sze xuan,, cai zhen...
primary sch volleyball mates....
secondary sch good friends,, still in same class though,,
but those days were we can really clique as one really fade away.
thinking back all those fun times we had together,,
primary sch,, juz like a kid.
quarrel with small stuff,,
say i dun wan to be your friend cuz of some little stuff,,
thinking back.. i think we are cute! haha.
primary sch volleyball mates,,
we go through everything together.
tough training,, winning,, getting prize,,
going "chalet" together as one,,
going Hai Nan Dao [ china ] for training.
winning junior boys/gals gold in 2003 for juniors,,
winning senior boys/gals gold in 2003 for senior [ include me ] .
gosh all those kan cheong times we had together.
sometimes we get to see each other on the streets,,
i will be really happy to see u guys again.


how i wish primary sch friends can go out as a grp for once again.
sitting down at a place talking back abt our primary sch life,,
i bet we'll be laughing away like mads lah rite?!
haha... how i wish we can. (=


how i wish primary sch volleyball mate can once again come out to have a friendly match together. aww that will be great!
i've been seperated from volleyball in secondary 2,,
that is the only way i can see all my old vball mates IF i'm still in volleyball.
i can have a chance to meet them in competitions,,
seeing how each n everyone have grown in volleyball,,
n how we have grown to be stronger.
but cuz i was being seperated from volleyball,,
chances seeing u guys become smaller.
when are we going to gather again?!
lets gather in primary sch? how izzit?!
if only they noe i have a blog.


secondary friends.
its been 3 yrs + 6 mths together in the same class,,
same classroom we have been using for 3 yrs.
now we have been seperated from the 3 yrs no-change-room,,
but we're still in a class.
though many conflicts always,, but i noe when all of us think back those nice memories,, i bet each n everyone of us want to be like the pass.
were no quarrels come into us,,
break us into smaller grps.
made us so not united like ever.
remember when we 1st see each other?
all the new faces,, new classmates that will be with u for the rest 4 yrs?
n remember in sec 3 camps?
i simply love 3T1 that time.
we are so united! n we won the prize for being the most united class in whole sec 3.
we help each n everyone to over come all diff things in camp,,
engourage each other,, telling them u can do it.
no need to be afraid of height.
support one another,, take turns to climb up the so called " wall ",,
ppl that climb over the wall hold u from the top to pull u up.
doing that stupid but nice cheer in camp.


its really good to have all these good memories in me,,
all of u left very good foot prints to me.
i'm really glad to have u guys in my growing up life.
let me know how one person can be,,
making me seeing things clearly now.
wad i should care n wad i shouldn't care.
all these makes me grow to be stronger.
i won't forget all those unwanted words from my class boys,,
making fun of me,, made me cried badly.
i remember there was once i actually control myself not to cry infront of u ppl,,
until when meiting come n ask why i kept so quiet,,
when i open my mouth,, tears start flowing non-stop.
was wanting to stop it before i reach home,,
cuz i dun wan to let my parents to get worried abt me.
but in the end,, i failed.
i burst into tears more when i see them.
i lurve them to bits,, they are the one hu will always be there when u really have no where to go. so ppl please treasure them!
dun make them too tired,, treasure each n everything they do for u.
everything they do is for your own good.


as for my outside friends,,
baobei jiazu,, J3FC ppl,, n of course #R*(A);
beobei jiazu...
its really long since we all gathered.
i also feel the same way as joelle,,
i'll love to have another gathering or staying over with baobei.
my house is free for u guys too,,
though not much beds,, we can always sleep on the floor together.
juz like wad we did when 56 came. haha..
many memories too.
we get to noe each other cuz of R&B,,
n soon we get to noe each other more.
i noe i bring alot of trouble sometimes,,
making ual irritated,, hated me too.
but all these is also wad i called cared.
if u guys dun see me as one,, why care so much to say me rite?
hee.. i love u guys!
hope we can have a dinner together again.
squeeze in a small neoprint shop,,
taking countless neoprints like we use to.


#R*(A);
is a groups of friends that clique together for some reasons.
lena n wanyi noe each other 1st,,
me n eric were friends since pri sch,,
minhua n peiqi noe each other from secondary sch,,
van noe wanyi through internet,,
ohh n not forgetting lala n JP both from minhua n qiqi's sch.
story is like this...
me n eric in darryl's K Box gathering,,
the 1st time we see wanyi n lena,,
wanyi get to noe eric more as she found out that he stays near her.
soon they clique together.
campus superstar came,,
minhua found eric in friendster,,
they 1st dun have good impression of each other.
eric say minhua looks highly for himself,,
they meet out one day n join campus together.
n minhua brought his fellow friends along.
n they soon become good friends.
than me,, i dun like them 1st,,
but soon i made myself inside with them.
when lena's birthday together...
had lots of fun,, thats the best memories i have after so many things happen in sch.
but now i dun see us as #R*(A) anymore,,
haha but in those days,, i really had lots of fun with u crazy ppl! haha (=
singing everywhere we go!
really is EVERYWHERE okays! haha (=


J3FC,, wendy,, keriner,, steph...
noe wendy cuz of 56 but start our friendship when R&B come to singapore again.
i was like EH u very mian shuo hor...
than we remembered each other n was like yah,,
become good friend after that.
know steph through wendy de barx.
we use to chase idols together,,
but now we kinda lag with idols stuff! haha.
keriner,, i think i get to really noe her is cuz of J3 barx.
haha...
but now we are still friends..
we see each other more offten then i see the rest of my friends.
haha.. cuz J3 IS STILL IN THE BATTLE!
n we are there to FIGHT together with J3.
n i bet this will be an unforgettable memorie for me too.
i hope we don't end our friendship too...
cuz i believe in US!


though our clique n stuff had been broken up or we seldom see each other,,
BUT i believe in US,, we can still be friends.
we can always call each other out.
hee.. i'll make myself free.
i'll try,, but no promise that i'll COMFIRM + CHOP be free.
haha.. (=


friends come n go,,
true friends stays foreva,,
ppl that step into my life actually left alot of good & bad memories to me,,
i won't forget it!
all these makes me grow,, really.


haha... i think this post really long yah.
haha.. hope i nv make anyone of u who reads my blog sleep yah.
haha.. (= its juz a sudden feeling that comes to me.
yup.. so i'm here sharing how i feel now...
its kinda late now,, haha =x
if u guys really finish reading this post,,
tag me n tell me how u feel abt it.
hee~ i hope its not boring. (=


take care ppl!
J3 jiayou~
[ listening to QF7 song,, chu le ai ni hai neng ai shui by J3. this song got so many feel,, thx to this song,, all the memories i have came back n it help me finish writing this blog. =) ]


ohh i forget i wanna share one photo!
ahhh! the picture i took...
my mum's special dinner for me juz now!
its so sweet! BUT MY PHONE SIMPLY LOST IT!
GOSH! =x juz like i took alex n me that photo also gone.
fine nvm.. muz slowly click the phone to save the photo before its been deleted by my HANDS!!! =x
aww~ so sad can't share that special dinner photo to u ppl.
maybe next time. haha..
i love my MUM!


*RIS