many worries n thoughts.


holiday juz started,,
days for me become so boring.
only friday night,, saturday n monday i'll be bz with things.
the rest of the days is juz so boring.
staying at home alone isn't really a good thing.
i rather someone asked me out.


sitting in the living room,,
with only a computer n a tv right infront of me,,
turning on the tv,, watching MTV channel.
using the computer while tv is on,,
trying to find ppl to chat with me,,
but i always kept quiet cuz there isn't anything to chat afterall.
staring into space,,
thinking alot of things.
wondering how J3 is doing?!
heard that jacky's throat has problems again.
saw keriner's blog abt the J3 getting elimated thingy.
i seriously hate every monday nights!
i dun wan to see us being so worried again.
its really very xin ku.
non of use smile. gosh.
wish them luck on saturday!


finally that MR LONG reply me.
when i see the message,,
i seriously dono wad to say.
i juz stone infront of the comp n dono wad to reply.
i suppose i have alot to say,,
but i suddenly turn off.
had been missing him madly lah.
but when i see the reply,, i seriously dono wad to say or add on.
seriously,, i miss him badly.
alex say i'm silly. =(
yeah i'm being silly.
maybe its becoz of the empty days i've had at home,,
that makes me think so much.
but luckily alex was there for me that night.
i cried infront of the computer while talking to him,,
was afraid i will bother him.
but he was juz so nice can,,
he say : its ok~~i noe ur stress up~
silly ger~~keke
i sad : hope i nv bother u.
he say : not at all.. he will reply u soon de
yup... i was juz being so silly. thinks too much.
lucky alex papa is there for me.
thx so much alex,, for listening to my complains n stuff.
i noe u guys are bz enough. JIAYOU GUYS!
u all had us!
n we LOVE U! i noe u all LOVE us too (=
[ tears must keep for those that loves u~~ ]


i think i'm prepared for the small auditions.
juz steady steady sing finish n see how i goes.
i'm still sick,, haven recover yet.
throat problem also. =x
had been really tired,, dono why also.
my back ache alot lor... i also dono why.
hope i'll be fine for saturdays recording n my sunday's audition.
ahhh well.. wish me luck than (=
take care ppl!


I MISS U BADLY!!! (=
*RIS