well i'm thinking of this thing now.
ppl who join those competitions where TV will show,,
like Project Superstar,, Superband,, Singapore Idol etc...
all these are like so "hot" yet getting boring.
ohh thats not the main point.
wad i want to share is.
why most of the ppl who join this kinda competitions will actually see all new friends as a FAN?
hmmm yes most of them are FANS,,
but some of them are ppl who wants to be friends with them.
but what i don't really get it is,,
if u yourself know n can see if he/she is a friend n not a fan to u,,
why izzit a no to give their contacts n stuff keep a distance with you?
does friends keep a distance with you?
what does friends means?
n what does FAN actually means?
whats the diff of FANS n FRIENDS?
its a answer whom those contestant can answer maybe.
some of them might not know why they name them as FAN n FAN-FRIENDS.
i seriously don't understand.


some of them really wants to be friends with u,,
but u still see them as a FAN-FRIEND juz cuz u know them through those competitions and u always see them down there supporting u guys.
does that means supporting = FANS?
i don't think so.
there are some you can make friends with,,
n there are some you can't.
we all have eyes to see.
i think we should know who is who. am i rite?


well,, its juz some of my thoughts abt this "IDOLS" n "FAN", "SUPPORTER" n "FAN-FRIENDS" stuff.
well,, maybe those who went for all these competitions recordings will maybe understand what i mean yah?
there are still many WHY in my head.
maybe if one day i'm one of the contestant,,
i'll know the answer. (:


today had vocal lesson.
well all i can say is! i have to jiayou more in my theory!
IRIS! JIAYOU!!!! (:
yeah man! i can do it! ((:


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