ME, MYSELF AND I (:

In the pass how was i?
When i start listening to music and singing?

i actually used to hate singing and i seldom listen to music,
i had not much interest in it until i was in primary 5.
Before that, i always play with my hair! haha.
AND i HATE studying! i think its a torture hahaha!
i didn't do well in my studies,,
my mom will always stay up late,,
checking my bags and see if i had any homework to do.
If she notice me not doing any,,
there goes her nagging!
she will always saty up late looking at me while doing my homework.
she is afraid that i might get lazy (but i am).
Always give her worries esp on my studies!
ONLY until primary 6,, i suddenly 'Kai Qiao'.
I got FIRST in class! From than onwards,, i study hard to get good grades so my parents wont get worried abt me. HAHA! i'm sry.
i felt great cuz i got alot of smiling face from my parents as we as siblings!
and the won't need to vomit blood when teaching me! haas'.

Last time i dun really clique well with my siblings and cousins,
they always bully me cuz i'm kinda blur like sotong.
I hated them so much that i wish i could just give a HARD bite on them! LOL!
but when we grow up,, we care for one another which i think its lovely!
i used to always play with my hair.
Like as if i'm a barbie doll.
HAHA! i tie lots of weird hair style like if i go out with it,, ppl will think i'm insane or soemthing.
i love helping ppl to tie their hair!
from pri sch onwards,, my friends always asked me to tie their hair.
i'll just say yes without thinking if their hair smell! lol.
but i had fun tying and playing with their hair! :D

I start listening to songs at the age of 11.
its cuz of my sister.
she listens to Eng : backstreets boys,, Spice Girls...
Chinese : A-mei... ( can't remember )
Jap : Ayumi... ( can only remember ayumi cuz she LOVE ayumi[pass] )
she likes ayumi alot!
i learn some chinese song,, eng songs and also jap ones.
but i sucked at singing!
i used to always shout like nobody's business and therefore i had lost my voice.

i started liking F4 cuz of meteor garden.
haha. than i started collecting their CDs and stuff.
it was when i was in primary 6.
i started listening to 933 everyday just to hear songs.
after that,, it was MVP Qing Ren.
that is than the craziest me!
i went insane for 5566. ( i had no idea why... haha )
than at the age of only 12,, i went the 1st auto session.
i went there in the afternoon as the auto session is like 7pm at night?
when i was there,, i was like SHOCKED! how come so many ppl already!
so i "acted" clever and went earlier for the 2nd auto session i attended!
the 2nd one was 5566's 1st trip to singapore together as a group.
i went there at ten and the Q was like SO FAR AWAY!
and i end up in the rain,, cuz i'm outside the shelter.
and i told myself i'll have to go there earlier in the morning next time,,
so i won't suffer! haha. and this carry on for 3yrs. ( very long rite? )
At that time,, chasing idols had been a hobbies for teenagers.
Crazy Fanatic ppl around. I was also addicted to all these and therefore i've gotten crazy as well!
i seems to stop chasing idols,,
maybe i've grown up a little?
by seeing the carboards full of their albums,, merchendise,,
i've really spent alot of money on it and most of them are un-needed!
i told myself from now on,, i'll try not to get crazy! ( my friends are controling me as well! )
at most i'll buy their CDs to support them!

I've always like singing when i star chasing idols.
but usually i'll sing on my own,,
sing for myself to hear in my room.
once ppl come into my room,,
i'll act as if i'm not singing.
i'm shy to sing infront of my family!
i don't know why! but for now,, i'm not shy to sing infront of them.
my house is the BIGGEST KTV room i own! haha! -_-"
i sing like nobody's business!
if only there are outsiders who comes into my house,,
than i won't sing! haha!
sometimes i sing way too loud when i'm outside playing with my dogs,,
my neighbour will tell me HEY I HEAR U SING! :)
u sound gd! oh man! i so paiseh!!! =x but thanks! hahaha.

last time,, i just sing song.
but after last yr's project superstar,,
i'm very curious with what the judges say.
their comment,, what does pitching means,,
what does head voice,, 'pi ying',,
breathing and so on means!
so i always sms darryl asking him what is what and what the judges means!
after sometime,, i understand what they mean when they judge!
and its really hard to win the stage and the ' guan zhong '!
how much efforts they had to put in and all! its really alot of work!

my dad knows i've interest in singing,,
but after sometimes,, he find that i'm really interested in learning!
so he decided to bring me to lwssom! haha!
he booked a place for me and friends to go to lwssom's open house.
so i went. and from there,, i joined the 1st mth try.
and i continued until now,, i'm in term 4 already (which is the last stage of yr 1).
don't u think time passes FAST?
soon there will be exams and performance for wei song lao shi!
kinda excited BUT scary! cuz i had nv perform before!
i remember once i join a competition in lwssom,,
i was SO nervous till i can't even sing!
i sing to the mic too softly,, and it wasn't very clear!
i sound like a mouse! haha. after that i regreted!
i told myself next time if i join any competitions,,
i'll do my best!
My dad had been very supportive!
i'm very happy and touched!
and he always believe i can do it!
Thankyou dad! :)
i'll try built self confidence 1st before trying another competition! :)

there will be more interesting and challenging life ahead!
i'm coming for it! :D
didn't know that my life actually so interesting! haha!
i'm going to smile more for the rest of my life!
and also try to be MORE sociable to ppl that are new to me!
EVERYTHING IS POSSIBLE! i believe in that word!
I M POSSIBLE! :)

(( Inorder to win others, we have to win OURSELVES! ))
to aim a goal to acheive!
My aim : TO WIN MYSELF! ((:

(ps: sry for the poor english! haha! =x )
anyway,, thats abt me for the pass 16 yrs! haha.
next yr i'll be 17! one yr older! :)
well good luck to the rest!
believe in yourself! :)
everything is possible! :)
HWAITING! :D

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