its getting more and more boring these days.
felt so live-less. feeling damn rotten now a days.
i'm so blardly lac of confidence of myself!
my skills just shit.
its like not improving at all? i don't see any improvements in myself.
i sometimes felt myself damn useless!
what am i thinking? what is it that i really wanted?!
sometimes just want someone to entertain me,, but most of the time i find no one.
everyone's conversation with me is like getting shorter and shorter.
it makes me really bored coming online.
seems like i have nothing to do even if i come online.
hardly will have people come talk to me lately.
i can even leave my handphone at home the whole day and there won't be any message or miss call.
maybe i just shucked as a friend?
or people have other friends better than me to entertain.
yes i understand,, i'm a very boring person.
life is like shit these days.

i'm so useless! argh!!!!
damn it! useless in everything!!!
who can be there??? hardly anyone.
my blog is rotting as well.
sometimes i'm just faking a smile on my face,, actually i'm not in the mood to smile.
i'm someone with weird temper,, weird attitude...
hardly anyone understand me well.
or maybe? i don't understand myself well?
argh~ i shucked at everything. just be it.
useless me!!!