this is bad! really bad!
my bad mood is back...
things around me make me easy irritated...
a little thing make me fed up...
too many noise make me stressed up...

this is the time i really need someone to listen to all my complains and say nice things to me. but NONE where there.
what so gd to be nice and helping every friend of mine when NONE came and listen to my complains.
when i know u guys need someone to talk to,,
i'll listen and try to reply something nice so u won't get so down or fed up.
at least u will cool down a bit.
but when i need them...
no one listen,, seems like not interested...
like wth! make me feel like i'm being taken for granted!
wtf! why is this always happen to me?!
super disappointed!
no one understand,, no one cares to understand...
but i won't want to just say it out like that to them.
it might hurt their feelings... so now what?
i'm the one being left alone here,, no one to listen to my complains...
don't wanna hurt my friends feelings by saying such hurting things...
thats what i get in the end.
i've to swallow up everything myself!
argh!!!!

FUCK IT!