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I FALL DOWN!!! =[

damn~ wth was i doing!!!
why did i fall!
whats more!!! there were so many ppl there when i fall!
i felt so dumb!
was messaging zihan when i fall.
i didn't know what happen..
all i know is i fall~
i knee down and stoned for awhile.
stand up and act nothing happen!
walk away and than realise its so painful!

my knee was bleeding...
and it became so swollen after awhile!!!
wth man!!!
and i think i injured my leg~
cuz when i fall,, i almost twisted my leg!!!!
i actually miss 2 steps!
whats more its IN FRONT OF THE SCH GATE!
damn!!! at that time,, there were so so so damn many ppl waiting for 31 bus luh!!!!
stupid meiting still laugh loudly...
i felt so paiseh already still laugh!

haisx~~~ damn sad....
i wasn't in the mood too!
PMS~ damn it all!
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well somethings just came to my mind.
i don't understand WHY you will make ure thinking go wild.
just cuz no one mention your name and u think this and that.
when there isn't anything going on...
although i might had told you u thinking too much...
but i don't know if you digest what i told you...
yes,, we somehow dislike something about you...
but that doesn't means we HATE you!
no such things....

its not like in secondary sch!
we all have grown up!
no more such childish stuff!
no more~
we need to talk things out...
thats for us! we talk things out...
you know our way of solving problems...
i'm happy that sometimes u will come and tell me how you feel...
but i don't know if u digest what i tell you every time.
u say u think alot...
i think i think more than u do.
but i always try to stop thinking stupid things.

just like for lihui & marilyn.
went we nv meet for a period of time,,
they will think that our friendship like drifted apart.
no such things!

even if we're not very very very close...
but still you are a friend of mine.
please next time.
don't think that way.
it will only make us feel very uneasy.
we have our choice to choose who to put in the list.
you too,, have your own choice to put who u want in your list.
get what i mean?
i don't know if you will read this or not...
but i hope u will understand what i mean.
as a friend,, i care,, i bother.
if you are not a friend,, i won't bother abt anything you do. get it? [=
[ u know who i am referring... no need me to say your name. [= ]

find sometime we shall all go out and chill...

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sometimes its better not to be a big mouth!
because of your mouth,, u will make things worst!
one small thing will become something big.
cuz of that mouth!
you will make trouble for other people...

so just SHUT UP!

you are nobody to bother anything!
why must put words to people's mouth!
i'm sure u did say bad things abt me.
trying to make my friends hate me!
who you think you are?!
me and my friends,, we know each other for 4 yrs.
and you???
not even 1 yr. what u wanna say?
my friends trust me!
they know me well...
that is why they leave me cause of your words.
there was once i almost lose them cause of your damn mouth!
better go wash it up!!!
and please! don't go near them!
i don't know what motive you want from them!
so just GET LOST!!!

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i'm just throwing things out...
i don't know why suddenly i felt so fed up thinking back abt what happen that time.
but i'm really happy and lucky to have my friends who trust me here! [=

michelle,, marilyn,, lihui,, zihan,, eric and so on....
[ once again~ doesn't mean i nv mention your name means you are not important....]

all these above have been going through with me..
knowing whats happening everyday.
always with me...
they know well whats going on around...
am i right guys?

i wanna say thankyou to them!
really! [=
thanks for listening,, understand and also tolerating my temper! [=
love you all! ("V")
thanks for being there!
and i'll be there for you all too!
if you guys call me,, i'll answer and listen! [=